Make me happy, damnit

once upon a time, i had a few blogs, but one died and the second didn't take off... oh and there was version -1 that was all sorts of nutty with high school stalkers. So here is my final attempt, since I've met people through my blogs I have had a harder time blogging. Any time to do an about me inspired from Kara Hopefully I will dig the blog format here.

so, here are 100 things about me, Shoes, your crazy host for the moment, I plan to share too much:

1. I have a suffer from migranes of unknown origin.
2. I have one now.
3. I love animals, too much.
4. I have two dogs & an iguana
5. I have lots of issues about bringing enough to their lives
6. Airports give me panic attacks.
7. Its something about seeing all walls of life and all phases of it
8. I still fly anyway
9. I don't do fast food for the most part, ever
10. i have a serious target addiction.
11. So do my friends
12. I recently thought/think I've been dumped by most folks who know me
13. I've got depression issue
14. But alot of the time my shit is together
15. Speaking of shit, I can poop at work
16. the boyfriends thinks thats weird
17. I think not doing it it when you need to is weird
18. Perhaps no one will let me use their bathroom again
19. I like bathroom humor
20. I just started my knitting habit
21. I blame Kara and Robin
22. I'm glad to have gotten the habit
23. I have a crafting habit too
24. I wish I could live off doing artsy stuff
25. I also wish I could live off of ice cream and cookies and cheese
26. Although I love veggies
27. I grow a garden with lots of veggies
28. I love to give my friends veggies
29. I wish it was gardening time
30. I also wish my neighbor would finish redoing his shed that is on my side
31. And my stumps disappeared to make a pretty yard.
32. I wish I had time to cook more
33. and clean
34. and keep house
35. I'm a bitch who wants to be a housewife
36. I'd like to adopt children from China
37. I will probably have one girl adopted
38. But I'd love two girls and a boy in that order
39. i like my socks to be funky.
40. I need new sneakers, not tennis shoes
41. I need a new car
42. and to fix my ipod
43. I need flip flops
44. i don't think my 20s/college were the best years of my life.
45. I have an excellent memory for useless info
46. But i can't remember your phone number or address
47. I have a bfa in visual communications.
48. I majored in illustration
49. I don't think I learned enough
50. my style had too much to learn from media wise
51. I don't think my illustrations were very good
52. I don't think I do fine art well
53. but I'm very creative
54. it hasn't gotten me too far
55. but I can work the computer programs
56. so my job has developed and been catered to my basic skills
57. but they think I have mad skills
58. don't tell them otherwise
59. I come up with the best ideas in the shower or bathroom
60. I came up with my thesis in there
61. I don't like serious art
62. Kinda doesn't go with having an art education
63. I don't know what kinda education would have been good for me
64. I don't want to go to school again
65. I don't do serious well period
66. that adds to me not getting married that and a bizillion other things
67. i collect converse shoes
68. I'm jewish
69. I want a jewish wedding
70. but I don't do serious or family well
71. kinda doesn't work but I can't keep myself from wanting it
72. oh and he's not jewish
73. I love music
74. but it has to be upbeat
75. so i like rap
76. I don't have a very large movie collection
77. I don't like to rewatch things or reread
78. so i don't like buying books
79. most of my movies don't have a full human cast
80. My full human cast movies include billy elliot, ever after, a tree grows in brooklyn, eat drink, man, woman, can't hardly wait
81. I want big trouble in little trouble in a bad way
82. Its a quality movie
83. really, seriously, okay its not
84. I love asian food
85. my boyfriend is asian
86. I don't think I have yellow fever, its just worked that way
87. I like humor, big time
88. but I don't like stupidity
89. I think that adds to me not digging drunkeness, especially for those who are close to me
90. but i do like yummy drinks
91. if it tastes bad, why do i have to learn to like it
92. i wish I explored more or go out more
93. but its natural for me to stay at home more
94. i love bright colors, but have a good sense of color and don't always use them, thats what i bring to the artistic table
95. I keep kosher but don't believe that i do it for G-d, its tradition
96. I think alot, too much, I think it often makes us more unhappy.
97. But i do consider myself happy.
98. I don't think my family is happy.
99. My family has issues
100. ya know, so does everyones....